Truth Seeker’s Take

Sometimes, when I’m taking a shower, I get shit I didn’t ask for. I guarantee you I always need it. Today, I was in the shower and I heard many things. It was an especially enlightening day. Among those things were some very very inspirational pieces that I will share individually later. I did want to talk about collective reads, though.

I want you guys to understand the importance of the dependency collective reads (and yes/no oracle) push you towards. Some of this may hurt, as the truth often does, but it is IMPERATIVE to understand. This space where you seek and invest in collective reads and yes/no oracle-this is low level awareness and it is a state of dependency. The people providing these for you are Agents of the Matrix. They don’t know it, they actually may even think they are helping you. But they aren’t. They aren’t helping you in the slightest. They actually hurt you because they are enabling your search for external validation over your OWN SOVEREIGN INTUITION.

Let’s talk about this for a minute. Let’s ask some questions. What do the collective reads do for you, why are they so attractive? Because they promise you what you are asking for. They are so vague that everybody can say “that resonates”. Don’t get me wrong, there are lessons in individual reads that might serve people that the individual read wasn’t originally meant for, but those are typically messages that are based in universal truths for someone that is in a similar situation. Now you might say, but Rykki, that’s what a collective read is. And if that’s true, then it’s a teaching, not a collective read. Collective reads give you prediction. The prediction is why you are addicted. Not the lesson. And you keep coming back because the prediction doesn’t come to fruition. Because if it did you wouldn’t need the readings anymore. Which was the second question, by the way. How accurate are the predictions. I challenge you to take a couple of weeks, or a month and TRACK the predictions of the readings you claim. I challenge you to open your own eyes to the truth. It might hurt but it will liberate you.

As you heal along your healing and growth journey, you’ll naturally rise above the need, the desire, to seek these things. It’s hard because they are everywhere. They come across my fyp, too. It drives me bonkers. Because one will say “it’s coming” and the next will say “you dodged a bullet” and both stories will feel like yours. It’s important to recognize that that’s by design. They are MEANT to get you interacting. They are MEANT to keep you coming back. They are MEANT to keep you stuck on this level of awareness. That’s why I advocate against them. Because I hope to open your eyes to the concept and want to rise above that level of awareness, because above that level…in a higher level of awareness…where you are searching for sovereignty, where you are remembering the answers you already have, where you are looking inside yourself and living by your own intuition. That’s where I am MEANT to work with you. That’s where I am meant to teach you. That is where you learn from me.

I’ll be honest. I had to work through a blockage to be able to say that. Because I felt arrogant. But Spirit called my ass out. Because I have journeyed the path. I traveled that long hard road. I didn’t have a lot of other people to take me down it. I did it mostly myself. But I remembered. I healed. I grew. I ascended. It took a long ass time, but I put in the work. I faced the shadows, I embraced the truths, I forgave, I held space, I accepted, I learned to love myself. It was hard as hell. But I did it. I did it the hard way. It was my path. So I can teach it. So it’s time for me to stand in front of you now and teach. But I am not for everyone. I am not for you if you are still investing on the spiritual junk food of the ‘not yet all the way out of awakening’ low level of awareness. I can’t help you there. You wouldn’t allow it. I am for you if you are ready to do the work of looking at yourself in truth and acceptance and healing the parts of you that keep you from growing and ascending.

If I’ve said it once I’ve said it a thousand times.  It’s easy to practice gratitude when we are already in a positive emotional state.  It’s more of a challenge when we are facing something we perceive as not so positive.  If you are interested in an example of this, stay tuned.  It’s lengthy though, so thank you in advance for your patience.

Ok, so I am 5 years divorced and was separated 2 years prior.  When I left my ex husband I was…I can’t even.  That’s a whole ass other piece.  As a matter of fact that’s a whole ass tik tok channel with plenty of stories.  Let’s just say it was BAD.  I was a different person. A shell of a person leftover from years of abuse and living in crisis.   Anyways, I told myself right then, I will NEVER ever again.  I built up my little wall and I’ve lived in my 9 of pentacles era since then.  Until a few months ago.  I ran across some dude.  Not really some dude.  He is pretty special.  He was a vibe.  It was like magic,  honestly.  I enjoyed being around him.  Before I knew it, Merlin had conjured up my permission to let him in and I was feeling things.  I tried to fight it, but I realized too late…it is what it is.   Time goes on and we move…maybe even a bit fast for the conditions we were moving in.    After we reached a certain point, my little magician performed what I suspect is his specialty…the disappearing act.  It was difficult.  We had been talking every day, and y’all…I was used to that, I looked forward to it…I don’t know what to tell you.  Anyways, I was mad at the universe.  Like how dare you? You know?  I was fine, I didn’t ask for this bullshit, I wasn’t trying to manifest no man, I swore them all off.  I didn’t want it…I was fine before you sent me this dude…all the things.  I was mostly embarrassed, honestly.  I figured I had seriously misread the situation.  I don’t believe that now, but I did then and so after 3 or 4 days,   I blocked him. After about a month, I started to miss him, and he found his way back and I let him back in.  To my irritation, he was a whole ass Katy Perry Song…you know the one…call the doctor…anyway zero clarity, very inconsistent…not even as flirty and the signals were even more mixed.  Turns out, he is still, indeed, part ghost…disappearing for days and reappearing every so often to stir me up and then poof.  For real…his specialty. 

So I’ve now had enough and I’m distancing myself.  I’ve managed to process through the whole mess and NOW I am in this energy where I am grateful to him.  He has opened up something that was closed off in a big way.  He showed me how pretty a connection can be, because this was pretty.  It was good, it felt good.  He has helped me know that I can give someone a chance, be open to possibilities, AND that I can stand in my power and hold boundaries, and I am actually feeling pretty damn good right now.   It was amazing, then it sucked, and now I’m grateful I got to feel, even for a little bit, the beauty of a new connection and I’ve strengthened my own assessment of MY value, of MY worth.   It’s a beautiful thing.  So thank you, Merlin.  I’m sure you’ll never know this, but what you did for me was so powerful, and I am forever grateful to you.   

Today I was called to add a service to the roster. This is a distance energy work service. It includes a general reiki service followed by focused chakra work on each of the 7 main energy centers or chakra points. With each chakra there will be three channeled affirmations, a crystal (determined by channel), And the mantra. This will take an hour, so make sure when you book you have a full hour of uninterrupted time to be able to relax and receive the energy. We will immediately follow up with a 30 minute session where we can talk about the appointment, the affirmations, the crystals, and answer any questions you have. After the appointment is finished, I will ship the crystals used in your session to you along with the affirmations. This appointment totals 90 minutes, and you also get the crystals, a session, and channeled information. It is already available!

This is not my niche. This is not where I sit. A lot of people want Oracle, and while you may think any psychic worth their salt can tell the future, I would say any psychic worth their salt would have healed past the need for Oracle themselves and would discourage you from relying too heavily on oracle in your life. This is not to say I don’t believe in Oracle, of course I do. What I don’t believe is that anyone should seek Oracle routinely, consistently, or even constantly. It is not for us to to know the future, but to discern our own individual journeys through our own intuition. And YES, you DO have intuition. And some of you are even moving past intuition and growing into your own abilities.

So if Oracle is not my niche, what DO I do? I’m a healer. I’m here to help you through the healing and spiritual growth process. I do readings, as a means to help you discern where you are and what energies we need to navigate. What guidance you need at this time. I’m here to help you help yourself. I’m not here to do it for you but to teach you to do it for yourself. It is my goal at the end of our working relationship that you have moved into an independent space where you can continue the healing work (because it is life long) for yourself and you can grow into your individual path without much need for me or anyone else. It’s not to tell you if your ex is coming back or if you are going to get the job tomorrow. Those types of questions are COPIUM and a waste of time. Not for me…for you. You don’t need to know if you ex is coming back. You need to live like they aren’t. And you’ll know if you are going to get the job in a fairly short amount of time. Like sometime between tomorrow and a week from tomorrow. These are all lessons along the way. Trust, Faith, Mindfulness, Radical Acceptance.

So if you are looking for yes/no answers all the time, you are not ready for me. That’s ok, not everyone is ready for me. The need to invest in those is a strong indicator that one needs healing. If you want someone to give you answers and tell you what choice you should make, then you aren’t ready for me. We aren’t meant to seek answers from someone else. We didn’t incarnate on this earth for someone else to live our lives for us. If you aren’t ready for me, you’ll be wasting your money, so it is important to be open and hear the guidance. It won’t all be pretty. Spirit WILL tell you things you might not love to hear. So how do you know if you are ready? Well, just being here might be it. It will at least mean that you are close. When you are worried about what has you stuck, then you are ready for me. If you are more inclined to ask “What did that relationship serve to teach me” instead of “Will they come back PLEEEEEEAAASSSEEE” then you are ready for me. If you are on your healing journey and you are seeking to focus on you and better yourself, then you are ready for me. And when you are ready, I am here ❤